I have lost two friends
they lied to me
…stabbed me in the back
have hurt me beyond words
thrust deep until my heart shattered.

I have cried a thousand tears
for betrayal of my friends
…I am waiting for what lies ahead
an abyss of pain to swallow me whole.

To seek the solitude I once craved
…away from back stabbers and pain
gun at the ready
…just a trigger pull away
to end my pain
and fall into the arms
of the ABYSS.