It was not long after her arrival that she could feel the presents of an eagle close by. She scanned the area, nose up sniffing, eyes searching all around, she finds him. He’s magnificent she can’t keep her eyes off of him for fear of losing sight of him. She can feel that his eyes are upon her and this makes her feel quivery from within. Not out of fear of him but out of fear of being rejected. After all, she is a wolf, a lonely spirit with a heart that has much to offer. He can see this she knows by his movements. She moves away from the pack to a more secluded area, hoping he would fallow. With his wings spread he follows her silently to the vastness of the night. They stare and their eyes tell all. They walk around each other surveying each others body’s sniffing, as both have great powers of smell. If only to be able to touch this bald eagle would be ecstasy to her. They exchange words of wisdom and laughter for what seems like an eternity. They go back where her pack is and he fly’s off but close by for her to see. Then it happens her female alpha’s call out to this great eagle for guidance and with a few flaps of his huge powerful wings he places him self by her side. She does not move as then she could not feel the warmth from within him. This she wants, and needs, his closeness by her was hard for her to hide her feelings from the pack but she tried in vain. He knew what she was trying to achieve and would not budge from her side. He felt her hand reach out and touch him undercover as not to alarm her pack. As she wanted him, and could feel he wanted her that night as well. The hour is late and we fallow this great bald eagle to his nest for some pleasures of talk and laughter. Soon her pack bids farewell, and she is alone with this great eagle she begins to tremble. There is no fear of being hurt only fear of hurting him as she well knows she could easily do this. But its to late she has stolen part of his heart from his chest, but in return she gives to him a part of her heart that very night. They both knew what they wanted, but could she deliver, as he was a free spirit and she was not. She was tied to another as well as tied to obligations. This angered her as she never had the freedom she so deserves. But someday she will be as free as this great bald eagle to fly high with no strings to bind her soul. Holding him, kissing him gave her the freedom she needed and wanted badly from him. The departing was tough as she had strings being pulled from both sides of her and she could not reach them to cut them, god she wanted to cut them right there and then. This encounter with this great eagle lead to more talking and laughing over the next few months. They found they had a lot in common dislikes as well as likes. This brought them closer and closer, until the day she went to his nest but this time alone. Here she was with him all alone just like she thought it would be. Romantic, sensual, and so very loving with no regrets. They listened to tunes that would beat to their hearts as they laid in his nest. He kissed her ever so gently and full of passion it was not hard for her to give it back to him ten fold all the passion she could at that time was for him.

Regrets there was none that day that she laid with him in his nest. She let herself go, he gave to her pleasures of the skin like no other. She wanted more, but then it happened how could she give herself fully to this great one if she was not cut from strings her heart was tugging her both ways as she sat there watching him sleep. There was nothing about him that she did not like, and she want so badly to give him more of herself. But fear of her own body took a hold of her once again.
She left and fought every inch of her body to stay with him but could not, she made a mistake. The mistake was in leaving him alone in his nest, she should have been there for him. She knew deep down in his heart he would understand the feelings. It was not him it was her that had feeling of not being able to please him fully. She was afraid that he would reject her if she did not comply with his needs. To this day this lonely wolf has regrets about her actions. And now fears she has lost him but not totally, he there in the sky and in the tress but not close like he was that night in his nest. I guess at least she can say she had that even for however brief it was. She will never forget that night ever. But deep in her heart she still thinks of this great bald eagle and what they had. To hear his call gives her shivers and a yearning for more. He is free this eagle but will never be free from my feelings for him.